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Why is it so hard to stay happy but so easy to be sad, mad, or depressed ?

Its Christmas time I should be happy but I find myself so stressed out and so angry I just want to scream ! People just piss me off so much lately I try to have a good day but it never works out . I really miss my friend :( If he was here I would be okay He had a way of making things better :)

I wish I could just go far away and not feel anything anymore 

I am sick of being in pain

I hate the person I am and I miss my best friend 

Can you please shut your squeaking ass mouth and fall off the ladder again :)

K appreciate it

If everyone could stay away from me today , That would be awesome

You both are stupid smelly skanks and just being in the same room with you makes me wanna vomit , go hop on some dick catch another std and die :)

I wish I never would have let you near my daughter , I should have listened to my instinct and we would not have these problems but then again Bayleigh would not be here she is my world . Even though she should be yours .Its your loss though we enjoy every minute with her and you  miss out on so much . Your a pathetic piece of shit and I will make sure your daughter knows that :) I hope you drown in your cheap booze and your cheap underage girls since they are more important than your daughter . You will never hurt my baby again! 

Maybe I’m just pathetic
I can’t keep myself composed
I don’t want to be a statue, anymore
Yet that means people can see
Who I really am
Underneath
And when I get a call
On my phone
From someone who I haven’t
Talked to in so long
Well, it’s hard to understand
How to hold on
When all they have to say
Is how he passed away
And now I’m left here
No longer calmly drinking this
Coffee I got
In the middle of a cafe
And to pass the day away
I’ve broken down in tears.

I am really sick of trying to see the good in people , I am done I have lost hope in all humanity My family is all of have and some of them are a little wack!